life sucks!

Life sucks! 

Like leeches on steroids.

channeling Rodya

Channeling Rodya Raskolnikov, minus the murder.
I know, I should stop reading Dostoevsky.

happy not obnoxious

"Surround yourself with happy people" -
happy, not obnoxious.

maybe

There's too much scary in possibilities.

It's full of maybe. 

don't starve

Do whatever you want. Be whoever you want to be. 

Just be sure not to starve while you're at it. 

patience

Patience is a horrible virtue.

don't

Don't get mad, get even.
NO, actually you should do both!

laugh it off

C laughs off my fits. I love him more for that.

hush

If I were a learned man,

I would have spoke more often.

 But I only am a fool,

 and silence is solely what I can offer.

kill the mockingbird, again

She never understood Harper Lee's To Kill A Mockingbird, however light her words were; or so it seemed. So, to read it again, she must... she might.

having kids

The thought of having a kid is forever appealing. 

But what if he or she turns out to be just like me? 

That would be horrible.

settle for reasons

She settles for a reason,
but that doesn't mean she'll get stuck there forever.

how can I hate?

I don't believe in god not because I hate him. 

I mean, how can I hate someone who doesn't exist?

fitting in

There's a fine line between
not fitting in and not wanting to fit in.