life sucks!

Life sucks! 

Like leeches on steroids.

channeling Rodya

Channeling Rodya Raskolnikov, minus the murder.
I know, I should stop reading Dostoevsky.

happy not obnoxious

"Surround yourself with happy people" -
happy, not obnoxious.

maybe

There's too much scary in possibilities.

It's full of maybe. 

don't starve

Do whatever you want. Be whoever you want to be. 

Just be sure not to starve while you're at it. 

patience

Patience is a horrible virtue.

don't

Don't get mad, get even.
NO, actually you should do both!

laugh it off

C laughs off my fits. I love him more for that.

hush

If I were a learned man,

I would have spoke more often.

 But I only am a fool,

 and silence is solely what I can offer.

kill the mockingbird, again

She never understood Harper Lee's To Kill A Mockingbird, however light her words were; or so it seemed. So, to read it again, she must... she might.

having kids

The thought of having a kid is forever appealing. 

But what if he or she turns out to be just like me? 

That would be horrible.

settle for reasons

She settles for a reason,
but that doesn't mean she'll get stuck there forever.

how can I hate?

I don't believe in god not because I hate him. 

I mean, how can I hate someone who doesn't exist?

fitting in

There's a fine line between
not fitting in and not wanting to fit in.

Idiocy

Idiocy, normal people’s effective guard against sarcastic morons who think they’re being smart. 

humility

Among other things, C taught me humility.

die happy

Either you die happy or you die clueless.

screwed

Screwing up is the easiest thing to do.

leaving

There's something about leaving that makes

me pack and unpack at the same time.

regrets

If regrets we're not to come last, I would have been rich, smart, slim...
But then again, if regrets were efficient warnings, this life would have been a lousy roller coaster ride and I will either be stuck high up or way down low.